about

its never been easy…or perhaps its never meant to be.

its been years of countless cycle of repentance and forgiveness, that i began to feel ashamed of myself. i always end up back to the square one, the weaker old me.

the moment i thought i’ve redeem myself, the very next day… another challenge came upon. obviously a test to gauge my conspicuous devoutness (only god knows), being me, i easily succumbed to the world of lust and desire. seriously, if nothing is done about it, the core values which i believe in will slowly erodes away with time.

this is my story, my life journey… seeking that ray of light, which i hope insyallah, i will not be deprive of.